POESIA EN LA NOCHE (POR PULGACITO)


                                                                                                                                  

EN MI IMAGINACION EL PANICO ME ASALTA.

ADONDE IRE? ADONDE?

EL PANICO ME ASALTA.

SOCIEDAD, CIVILIZACION, MUNDO: EL CAPITAL, LA RELIGION, EL TRABAJO.

DONDE HABRA UN LUGAR PARA MI?

EN ESA SOCIEDAD, EN ESA CIVILIZACION, EN ESE MUNDO; QUE LUGAR   QUEDARA EN LA TIERRA PARA MI?

EN UN LUGAR, UNIDOS, LOS HOMBRES CAPITALISTAS DEL MUNDO,

                                        LOS HOMBRES RELIGIOSOS DEL MUNDO,

                                        LOS HOMBRES TRABAJADORES DEL MUNDO.

COMO SE PUEDE ESCRIBIR ESTOS ULTIMOS TRES RENGLONES?

EN UN LUGAR, UNIDOS

LOS HOMBRES CAPITALISTAS, LOS HOMBRES RELIGIOSOS, LOS HOMBRES TRABAJADORES

LOS HOMBRES DEL MUNDO UNIDOS EN UN SOLO RENGLON.

ADONDE AMOR? ADONDE HUIRE CONTIGO?

DONDE SENTIR? DONDE VIVIR? DONDE HACER? DONDE SER?

DONDE?

QUE LUGAR QUEDARA EN LA TIERRA PARA SER?

EN MI IMAGINACION, UNIDOS, EN UN LUGAR, LOS HOMBRES CAPITALISTAS,

                                  LOS HOMBRES RELIGIOSOS, LOS HOMBRES TRABAJADORES,

                                  HARAN UNA SOCIEDAD, UNA CIVILIZACION, UN MUNDO.

ADONDE AMOR? ADONDE HUIR?

                                  UNIDOS, EN UN LUGAR, SERAN EL PODER.

                                  DE UNA SOLA SOCIEDAD, UNA SOLA CIVILIZACION,

                                  UN SOLO MUNDO.

ADONDE AMOR? ADONDE HUIR?

EN EL PANICO QUE ME ALCANZA, ADONDE HUIR?






CUAL ES EL CONTENIDO DE LA PALABRA DIOS?

   NINGUNO

CUAL ES EL CONTENIDO DE LA NOCHE?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

EL DE LA ETERNINDAD?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

EL DEL UNIVERSO?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

EL DE LA TIERRA?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

CUAL ES EL CONTENIDO DE LAE HUMANE?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

EL DE SU SER?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

EL DE SU SENTIR?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.

EL DE SU TIEMPO, LA ETERNINDAD?

                                                       EL ESTAR SIENDO.


PORQUE TUVO QUE HABERME CREADO ALGO?

QUE CREO LA NOCHE?

QUE ALGO FUERA DE LA NOCHE, FUE QUE LA CREO?

                                NADA.

QUE CREO LA ETERNIDAD?

QUE ALGO, FUERA DE LA ETERNIDAD, FUE QUE LA CREO?

                                NADA.

QUE CREO A EL UNIVERSO?

QUE ALGO, FUERA DEL UNIVERSO, FUE QUE LO CREO?

                                 NADA.

QUE CREO LA TIERRA?

QUE ALGO, FUERA DE LA TIERRA, FUE QUE LA CREO?

                                 NADA.

QUE CREO LAE HUMANE?

QUE ALGO, FUERA DE LAE HUMANE, FUE QUE LA CREO?

                                 NADA.

PORQUE TUVO QUE HABERME CREADDO ALGO?

QUE ALGO FUERA DE MI, FUE QUE ME CREO?

                                  NADA.




!!!TIEMPO!!!!!!TIEMPO!!!

HORIZONTE DE PARECER.

DE HORIZONTES PERDIDOS.


TU ERES EL QUE PASA TIEMPO!!!TU!!!

Y CONTIGO, LA CONCIENCIA, TIEMPO, CONTIGO LA CONCIECIA.

!!!LA CONCIENCIA TE HA CREADO, TIEMPO!!!!!! LA CONCIENCIA!!!

!!!LA CONCIENCIA TE HA CREADO, TIEMPO!!!!!! LA CONCIENCIA!!!


LA CONCIENCIA HA CREADO EL TIEMPO.

NO ME DESTRUIRAS, TIEMPO. NO ME DESTRUIRAS.


SIENTO Y SOLO SIENTO

SIENTO Y EN EL SENTIR

LA RAZON Y EL TIEMPO PARECEN.

EL PARECIDO PARECER DE LA NADA.





SENTIR.

VIVIR.

HACER.

SER.

PALABRAS SIN TIEMPO, SIN CONCIENCIA.

EN LA ETERNIDAD.

EN LA ETERNIDAD DE OTRA PALABRA: HUMANE.

SENTIR.

VIVIR.

HACER.

SER.

PALABRAS ETERNAS.

CON ETERNIDAD.

CON LA ETERNIDAD DE OTRA PALABRA: HUMANE.

HUMANE.

PALABRA QUE SINTIO SIN CONCIENCIA.

QUE VIVIO SIN CONCIENCIA.

QUE HIZO SIN CONCIENCIA.

QUE FUE SIN CONCIENCIA.

EN EL COMIENZO FUE: LA PALABRA HUMANE

Y TODO FUE.

SIN CONCIENCIA.

Y TODO ES.

SIN CONCIENCIA.

EL SER, SIGUE SIENDO, CONTINUA SIENDO, SIN CONCIENCIA,

                               FUERA DE LA CONCIENCIA: ETERNIDAD

                               LA PALABRA ETERNIDAD.



                        POETRY AT NIGHT (BY PULGARCITO)                                                                                                                                                  FEELING.

LIVING.

DOING.

BEING.

WORDS WITHOUT TIME, WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

IN THE ETERNITY.

IN THE ETERNITY OF ANOTHER WORD: HUMANE.

FEELING.

LIVING.

DOING.

BEING.

ETERNAL WORDS.

WITH ETERNITY.

WITH THE ETERNITY OF ANOTHER WORD: HUMANE.

HUMANE.

WORD THAT FELT WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

THAT LIVED WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

THAT DID WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

THAT WAS WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

IN THE BEGINNING WAS: THE WORD HUMANE

AND ALL WAS.

WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

AND ALL IS.

WITHOUT CONSCIENCE.

THE BEING, KEEPS ON BEING, CONTINUES BEING, WITHOUT CONSCIENCE,

OUT OF THE CONSCIENCE: ETERNITY

THE WORD ETERNITY.





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WHICH IS THE CONTENT OF THE WORD GOD?

NONE

WHICH IS THE CONTENT OF THE NIGHT?

BEING.

THE ONE OF ETERNITY?

BEING.

THE ONE OF THE UNIVERSE?

BEING.

THE ONE OF THE EARTH?

BEING.

WHICH IS THE CONTENT OF LAE HUMANE?

BEING.

THE ONE OF ITS BEING?

BEING.

THE ONE OF ITS FEELING?

BEING.

THE ONE OF  ITS TIME, THE ETERNITY?

BEING.



WHY SOMETHING HAD TO CREATE ME?

WHAT CREATED  THE NIGHT?

WHAT, OUT OF THE NIGHT CREATED IT?

NOTHING.

WHAT CREATED  THE ETERNITY?

WHAT, OUT OF ETERNITY CREATED IT?

NOTHING.

WHAT CREATED  THE UNIVERSE?

WHAT, OUT OF THE UNIVERSE CREATED IT?

NOTHING.

WHAT CREATED THE EARTH?

WHAT, OUT OF THE EARTH CREATED IT?

NOTHING.

WHAT CREATED LAE HUMANE?

WHAT, OUT OF LAE HUMANE CREATED IT?

NOTHING.

WHY, SOMETHING HAD TO CREATED ME?

WHAT, OUT OF ME CREATED ME?

NOTHING.



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IN MY IMAGINACION THE PANICK ASSAULTS ME.

WHERE TO GO?  WHERE?

THE PANICK ASSAULTS ME.

SOCIETY, CIVILIZACION, WORLD: THE CAPITAL, THE RELIGION, THE WORK.

WHERE WOULD IT BE A PLACE FOR ME?

IN THAT SOCIETY, IN THAT CIVILIZACION, IN THAT WORLD;  WHICH PLACE  

WILL, IN THE EARTH, REMAIN  FOR ME?

IN ONE PLACE, UNITED, THE CAPITALIST MEN OF THE WORLD,

          THE RELIGIOUS MEN OF THE WORLD,

          THE WORKING MEN OF THE WORLD.

HOW CAN THESE LAST THREE LINES BE WRITTEN?

IN ONE PLACE, UNITED?

THE CAPITALIST MEN, THE RELIGIOUS MEN, THE WORKING MEN.

THE MEN OF THE WORLD ALL UNITED IN A SINGLE LINE.

WHERE LOVE?  WHERE TO FLEE WITH YOU?

WHERE TO FEEL?  WHERE TO LIVE?  WHERE TO DO?  WHERE TO BE?  WHERE?

WHICH PLACE WILL REMAIN IN THE EARTH TO BE?

IN MY IMAGINACION, UNITED, IN ONE PLACE, THE CAPITALIST MEN,

THE RELIGIOUS MEN, THE WORKING MEN,

WILL BUILD A SOCIETY, A CIVILIZACION, A WORLD WHERE LOVE? WHERE FLEE?

UNITED, IN ONE PLACE, THEY WILL BE THE POWER.

OF A SINGLE SOCIETY, A SINGLE CIVILIZACION,

A SINGLE WORLD.

WHERE LOVE?  WHERE TO FLEE?

IN THE PANICK THAT REACHES ME, WHERE TO FLEE?






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IN THIS INSTANT


PEOPLE IS, APPARENTLY, IN THE YEAR 2000

ME, IN A CAVERN.

THE PSYCHIATRISTS FILL, WITH THEIR WORDS, THE WORD INSANITY.


MY CAVERN IS OF THE YEAR 2000.

AND MY CRANE, MY JAW, MY BONES ARE FROM THE YEAR 2000.

THE NIGHT CONTINUES BEING THE SAME .

AND ITS TIME.

WHICH IS ITS TIME?

THE ETERNITY?

IN THE NIGHT, IN THE ETERNITY,

THERE IS NO UP, THERE IS NO DOWN,

THERE IS NO ONE SIDE, THERE IS NO OTHER SIDE,

THERE IS NOT BEHIND, THERE IS NOT AHEAD;

I KEEP ON MAKING ROUNDS, IN A CIRCULE, IN A SPHERE.


IN THE NIGHT.

IN ONE PLACE AT NIGHT,

IN ANY PLACE AT THE NIGHT;

IN THE EARTH,  ON THE EARTH;

I AM STEPPING ON ETERNITY.





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I AM IN THE EARTH

I KEEP ON BEING IN THE EARTH

IN THE ETERNITY OF THE SOUL OF THE EARTH

IN THE ETERNITY OF THE SOUL OF BEING HUMANE

HERE. HERE I KEEP ON BEING.

AT NIGHT.

IN THE ETERNAL NIGHT OF THE EARTH.

IN THE ETERNAL ETERNAL BEING OF THE ETERNAL ETERNAL NIGHT OF  THE EARTH.

IN ITS IMMENSE AND ETERNAL SPACE, IN ITS IMMENSE AND

ETERNAL   TIME, IN ITS IMMENSE AND ETERNAL DARKNESS,

IN ITS IMMENSE AND ETERNAL CHAOS.

HERE.  HERE I CONTINUE BEING.  HERE.

HERE I CONTINUE BEING.

HERE. I KEEP ON BEING.

HERE





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!!! TIME !!!!!! TIME !!

HORIZON OF APARIENCE.

OF LOST HORIZONS.


YOUR  ARE THE ONE THAT PASSES TIME !!!YOU!!

AND WITH YOU, THE CONSCIENCE, TIME, WITH YOU THE CONSCIENCE.

!!! THE CONSCIENCE HAS CREATED YOU, TIME !!!!!  THE CONSCIENCE!!

!!! THE CONSCIENCE HAS CREATED YOU, TIME !!!!!  THE CONSCIENCE!!


THE CONSCIENCE CREATED TIME.

YOU WILL NOT DESTROY ME, TIME.  YOU WILL NOT DESTROY ME.


I FEEL AND I ONLY FEEL

I FEEL AND IN THE FEELING

REASON AND TIME ONLY SEAM TO BE.

THE SIMILAR SEEMING OF NOTHING.